Finally, everything that had been building up for me all weekend long exploded this morning in a screaming match between my mother and I on the way to work in the car. I have had a lot of other feelings and irritations since I moved in here to the farm that I have not said a thing about, and those built up and came out too. By the time it was through, we were both in tears, and I had decided to move out. Of course we settled down by the end of the ride but it was a perfect ending to the perfect weekend that I've had. Really, could I get a break? I am jealous of people who go through life with very few "issues" or problems. :P Or maybe they just ignore that stuff, and go on with their lives. I just can't get past it. I am so pathetic right now, I am on the brink.
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Monday, Oct. 03, 2005 ~ 1:50 p.m.
